A little confession
Date: 5/12/2006 9:04:24 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 3200 times
Every time that I enter the days in the headline bar I can't believe it. I can't believe I could have possibly not had a bite of food for 47 days. It's unreal. But the proof is in the results. I really look different, and I feel different.
Today is pretty much par for the course - I've got my routine down. I drink my grapefruit/oj in the morning, and my pineapple/ginger in the afternoon.
Right now I have to deal with the fact that I need to probably start eating again in just a few days. I'm not worried about what I'll eat. I know I'll stay raw, as I'm pretty committed to that. And I know that I won't overeat. I don't think I could overeat. I can barely drink all of my juice anymore. But I am afraid to have food in my stomach. I am very afraid of the numbers on the scale moving up. I know it isn't healthy, but that's the truth. I'm afraid to have any food, even healthy food. But I'm going to work on that.
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