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Hitting the Wall...Want to Quit
Pain levels high, motivation low; but hanging on!
Date: 4/5/2006 11:05:48 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2827 times But, I'm not giving in...
Today was such a rough day. Extreme pain levels, from my hips to my toes. Something is being stirred up that is causing inflammation around my pinched nerves in my lower back, and I cannot even walk around the house (or sit down) without pain. I spent most of the day either leaning on my side on the couch, or walking around trying to move and not get stiff. This is usually when I stop fasting, but I am committed to pushing through. It's WAY too early to think about quitting...and I have invested enough in this fast so that I don't want to start over! That said, I'm holding on by the skin of my teeth, because I really want to eat and end the pain. Even eat and take pain meds. I am really battling with myself to hold on for another day or two, when this detox crisis is over!
I didn't feel up to juicing anything. I drank my tea and some leftover juices (apple and a carrot/green juice). Then tonight I had some pasteurized juice because it was that or eat. No way I could have run the juicer. I think I'll do the MC tomorrow for ease, as we have to drive to Sacramento for the annual check-ups for the kids. It will be easy to take the lemonade with me, and very easy to make early in the morning.
That's all I can post tonight. I can't sit at the computer any longer...
Rhonda
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