Day 12: Decisions.. decisions..
Date: 3/4/2006 2:05:45 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2312 times
I have gone through so many changes of minds today. Do I stop? Or do I continue on?
I suppose since I bought another 16 lemons and another bottle of maple syrup, I'll continue for awhile longer.
Went to the house party tonight. Turned into a girls night out. I left after a couple of hours as the cigarette smoke was really starting to affect my sinuses.
Oh well, I'm not much of a partyer anyway.
I noticed something very interesting today about the cleanse. If I use maple syrup, I only have my BM's in the morning, right after the SWF. But if I switch to molasses, I'll actually have a BM more often. I did a part syrup part molasses day today. Not together, but in separate 'feedings'. It was actually more palatable that way, instead of having and entire day as only syrup or only molasses. And it hasn't upset my blood sugar levels either.
I've up the cayenne pepper again and now the drinks have a bit of a bite to them. It's quite nice actually.
I've lost a fair bit of weight in my face I've noticed. I just hope that I can keep it off when I go back to real food.
It has come to my attention that there's more 'cleansing' in my life needed over and above the body stuff. I have noticed that I have developed some rather bad habits over time. I have become the epitome of the bachelorette. I have neglected various aspects of my household to the point where it's taking forever to fix it. I'm talking about cleaning. Have you ever seen that show on TV where the 2 English Ladies go into English homes to clean up? Well, my place isn't quite so bad as some I've seen. But honestly. It wouldn't take much to put my place over that edge. I just have an aversion to housework which was developed during my childhood when I was the housekeeper and the cook for the household. It was nothing more than a chore then and nothing's changed over the last 15-25 years.
I'm not sure that I will change my thinking so I am going to have to bypass it somehow. Even if that means buying paper plates and hiring a 'Molly Maid' service every couple of weeks.
Anyway, it's getting late again. As per usual so I am going to finish my filtering.
Current weight: 172.0 (yes I gained 0.5) I suspect it's because I retained a bit of the water that I had upped a couple of days ago.
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