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From an ex-healer

By Takashi

This info is translated into English from　Let's solve the enigma of the earth
http://sora.ishikami.jp/

https://sora.ishikami.jp/letter/index.php?id=20120807090906

Aug. 7, 2012

From an ex-healer

I think that primary beginning with which I came to be concerned the mental world was the distrust to medical treatment.
I suffered an incurable disease in my high school days, and I came to have despaired of medical treatment owing to my experience by which I was suspected whether to be suffered feigned illness even if I carried out the tour around many hospitals.
What was more, I had the experience in which I got worse after medical treatment when I was diagnosed at last.
I developed cancer in 2003 and Mother also suffered the unknown illness almost simultaneously.
Consequently I wanted to be the person who heal the illness=an healer if medicine couldn't heal pathological those people.
What was more there were other problems because all my families were cornered terribly then.
I have the memory about the situation in those days in which I doubted if many problems came about at the same time in such a way, I thought the situation might be as if it had been the situation played in the drama.
According to the information from "THE UNIVERSE(THE SKY)=SORA" stars which wanted to dominate humans often use such the means as they cure humans after they have made humans ill.
It is their means that are often made the best of by them by which they pull humans into inner world or religions.
That is why my experience was just like the one in the drama which was really plotted by stars that wanted to dominate humans.
In this way, I fell into a trap completely and I went to the school which trained the healers.
（ the Rocky Mountains Mystery School (RMMS)http://rmms.jp/ but it seems not to reside now） The actual figure of the shool was just like the School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
It claimed religions and New Age are lie（darkness）.
However I felt their claim has the truth.
I also felt they were aiming for the independence from the rulers just like the information from "THE UNIVERSE(THE SKY)=SORA".
I learned lots of rituals which I carried out every day in order to protect the earth from the darkness.
I might put down as many as Dragons when I reflect it on now.
Even though I had taken classes only during several days, I was recommended to start a healer business as a professional.
I was told I would be able to work as a professional healer because the beings of light would help me.
However it was not a lie because I felt some beings actually helped me.
But it was the dangerous matter if the some very beings belonged to stars which wanted to dominate humans.
Thereafter I started the work of healer at my apartment house while making HP,too.
Even though I was impotent with little confidence, I was able to act as if I had been propelled with strange self‐confidence then.
I can agree to it if I suppose I was ruled by Dragons at that time.
As I got in a fighting mood, I was sometimes told by my friends that my condition of the character had been changed.
I have believed seriously that light must be passed to as many people as possible by 2012.
I think others who got the schooling with me must have been the same with me.
However I came to suffer from an obsession for earning money.
There were lots of things which should be learned.
And the school system was made so that I wanted to learn more one after another.
Moreover, I also had to do the voluntary activity which needed to pay high participation fees for protecting the earth.
Though much time and money was needed, I was in an insufficient situation.
As I was impotent and thanks to the brake which might have been applied by my spirit, I was not able to do the healing work to many people.
Though I worried a lot in those days for my less healing work, it was lucky if I reflect on it today.
And I had some people undergo the healing work.
What was more I misfortunely recommended it to lots of people.
As there were lots of people who were not able to pay I healed them with no money.
I think it was guided by my spirit.
It was a matter of fact that I had financial failure.
That is why I stopped attending the lecture in about one year because I was not able to pay the school fees.
In those days I had one affair which was very impressive.
On the first day of a very important (I considered) program, I have forgotten it without knowing why.
Even though I had been tensed until the previous night, I didn't have a feeling of tension on the morning of the appointed day and I really forgot it.
My spirit might have urged me not to go though I can't forget the strange feeling of that time.
However I failed to stop going and attended the lecture even though I was late for school.
When I think of the reason of having attended the lecture, I must have wanted to get the power ｆirst of all.
I had the motive to be the person who was able to help others.
But I thought I had no power then and I wanted to get more power by which I could help others.
Dragons will fly to you willingly and give you power when you ask for the power.
However those who are given those power by Dragons, will be in a fighting mood　 and become dominant.
They will come to fail.
That seems to be the usual course of those who are given the power by Dragons.
I have once reflected on the very motive by which we want to help others or want to help the earth.
However I came to think that way of thinking is not good after I came across the information from "THE UNIVERSE(THE SKY)=SORA".
I think it is true those humans who are born on this earth in this age, have come here to help the earth.
That is why many people are apt to be caught in traps.
Those whom I met at the school for healing had the pure motives and most of them were serious.
They were working for the earth by sacrificing their own lives and without no remuneration.
I think stars which wanted to dominate humans make the best of that point and they manipulate those people by cajoling or threatening.
They manipulate humans not only with words but also by manipulating the brain.
What was more, they remodel human bodies so that they are easy for energy bodies to invade into the human bodies.
I get really angry when I think of it.
Though I am writing it now, it is the recent affair when I came to think so.
I can't point out that my brain might have been manipulated as I had no such feeling until recent time.
I don't know well the true actual figure because I was a poor student.
However I had a lot of trouble as I can't get rid of the influence to which I had been engaged.
Though there are lots of organizations which do the similar activities.
Each of them tells the inviting claim.
But if we suppose there are stars which want to dominate humans or Dragons I can't help claiming that we should not draw near such organizations.

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