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9th june
all is well, I'm not feeling the spiritual tingling yet
Date: 6/9/2011 6:01:21 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 40210 times Yesterday was fine :-)
I really am well on this fast but I'm super scared because in a couple of days my bf & I might go down town to get a couple of drinks & actually I really don't want to :-( Well I really want to go out & stuff but not drink coctails ahhaha. So I will think about that.
Oh and soon it will be my bf birthday & his family invited us to the resatrant, it's should be ok because it will be after my fast, & i noticed that I really have gained a lot of self control after my fasts, so I probable am not going to indulge in food ^^ But it still scares me a bit because I do not want to put my body through a load of food so soon again...
Now I already feel better ans my head is clearer but not as clear as a long fast I did several years ago. The spiritual benefits were so amazing! I really want to go back to that experience, but unfortunately time is agains me. In about 3 weeks I'm of to Thailand & we'll travel by ourselves to malaysia & end in Singapour, & go to NZ, Tasmania & Australia. Sooooo a lot of hiking involved, I am certainly not going to be weak at that time & we will have to eat consistent food. BUT! When we'll return, like in 2 months & a half, I'll try to do a loooong fast, well untill I find that spiritual guidance again ;-)
Oh & another thing, I'm stopping to weight myself, it's pointless, I feel good in my skin & in my mind, & I know I will change a bit from all that hiking ;-) But if I loose too much, I'll just have to bigger my portions, but we will see in time!
Lots of Love to all of you! & Be Strong!
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