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7th june
Day 3? All is ok :-)
Date: 6/7/2011 9:58:17 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1783 times Alright! So I waited enough I think to post today ^^
I'm 66.6 kg, I really don't like to weigh myself every morning because I become very competitive, but I will try to aim at losing another 4kg before I weigh myself again like before, this means once every two weeks.
So, no temptation but I was curious about my friend who tried to talk me into eating, I don't think she knows I am fasting at all, but she has a minor problem whith food.
She always makes TOO freakin' MUCH food sometimes when people come over & the next thing you know she tries to stuff it out in you mouth, because SHE's looking at her weight. I love her but that just get's me!
Well typing about people who try to feed you made me think about this: it just becomes really clear to you when you fast, doesn't it? People trying to get you to eat.
& maybe we (fasters) get a bit defensive more quickly, but I do not remember having much difficulties saying "I already had dinner" & not having to still taste what my friends cooked for themselves (but in a larger quantity)before I started this fast.
So enough of sweet little me, next time I'll try (obviously) nicely to tell them (or her actually) that when I said (for the thrid consecutive night) I already made & ate my dinner, it means that I do not want a second serving or to finish her plate...
Which is kinda weird already because I never do that in the first place (finishing plates :-)), so I still have to think about why it comes up suddenly in my life.
Anywho... I felt great today! Am a bit annoyed at people who do not take fasting seriously & start over every day because they lack of motivation & seek it here or elsewhere.
I think they have to find it in themselves & once on track if they get a bit discouraged then I would gladly offer all of my support, but in the meantime I feel it's just a quick fix, it's a joke...
Well other than that my day was uneventful, I had a bit of a hard time beginning to read my syllabus....
I had a GREAT night of sleep! Feel good, and for the first time on a fast I do not feel uberemotional about everything I feel. Maybe I learned to lay back more, to see it from a different perspective.
Don't know but feels good! I still drink tea & water. Not a lot though. I remembered when I was preparing for the previous fast I checked out dry fasting. And got a hold of it. Since then I got more info about it & I used to drink 3 liters of water each day & controlling myslef to not drink more ;) But now that's over, I drink when I'm hungry.
But I wouldn't do it if I ate, even the slightest thing, because you would need to flush it out you body & without water it would just get stuck in your colon & start giving out toxins. Bad.
Yeah don't really know what to right, so I might get back again. Oh yeah I feel like I'm being super sensitive about smells (I tend to when I fast) like that much, sometimes it makes me want to throw up, but not really it's just my 'aircanals' that shut down. Gross.
& I have A LOT of energy, I smile a lot (cheeeeesy) & still havn't a cold nose (but since my previous fast ended soon before I did this one, it might not come back, because I allready went trough that? Yes, no? )
My tongue is coated, I do not have blackouts (i try to work on not getting up to fast etc.) & my breath is beginning to be a bit of a problem. I have spots though I do not have them when I eat (so when not fasting). I am relaxed ;-) Ok so all is good!
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