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Lewis Mehl-Madrona just called
Strength is needed now
for the house here to move through
the Summer Shift 2010.
I need to call in my big allies
for support. We need to have a
Council here to discuss the next
steps.
Date: 6/23/2010 8:04:56 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1885 times
"I have lost
the foundation of the house."
Tell me how this is going to work?"
--Ask the one who I am having
difficulty with
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11:06 am
June 23, 2010
This is a Garden Management Journal
Entry on the Plant Your Dream Blog.
Our soul, our connection with what
is divine, lies buried at the bottom
of the wounds we often feel.
The Garden in one definition
is Consciousness itself,
the unbroken wholeness in flowing
movement. The Management of
your Garden of Consciousness is
intended to be you. Your commitment
to Journal is a statement that you
that you honor your journey of
awakening. I believe in open
journaling.
I believe in sharing
the baby steps I take. I invite
you as well to share the
narrative of your Journey
through your Open Journal.
Your story is important to the
world. The world is waiting
for your full expression.
We are, most of us,
disconnected today,
from the earth, from our
soul, from each other.
Write, until there is nothing
left but truth. Write till
your heart sings out
the joy buried in the
crack.
The Crack is a Gap.
between your Soul, Mind,
and Body. The Crack
is a Gulf where disaster
is taking place. Most
of us have been living
as disasters waiting to happen.
You are here to mend the Wholeness
in your life. To Re-mem-ber,
to Remember Wholeness.
5:47 am
June 23, 2010
I just woke up and was thinking about my next steps
with the house.
Things are not right here.
Things are not right inside me.
I am unnerved.
We are in Summer Shift 2010.
It will take adult behavior to get through this summer.
I have not been responding to the current
situation with adult behavior.
I have housemate now
who is my main ally,
as far as clear communication.
He is prepared to move out.
He does not feel good about the way things are going.
The quality of communication between
him and another housemate are intolerable.
I have been seeking a new housemate.
I have pretty much decided on who that housemate will be,
but we have missed a few steps in the intake interview.
At this moment I have said yes to him,
but I am getting some red flags.
His moving in, will influence my current ally living here,
the one who communicates well.
We need to have a council.
There is another housemate.
I am unnerved around him.
It is the same housemate my ally
is feels does not communicate well.
I feel destabilized when I am
in the universe of his being.
He does not like me blogging about him.
Blogging is my way of life.
Blogging is how I stay clear with myself.
My blog is many things to me.
One, it is my open journal.
HERE IS ONE REASON I BLOG
Here is one reason I blog:
I was once at a conference.
I was selling a book I wrote called
"Rekindling of Faith."
I did a lot of ceremony work at that conference.
A man came up to me.
He said, "How did you become enlightened?"
I was taken aback.
I never thought of myself as enlightened.
I may sometimes have moments of enlightenment.
but I am very much very human.
I have many moments of vulnerability.
I was born to feel a wide range of emotions
and to learn to write about them.
Writing about what I am feeling,
even if it is not pretty,
is part of my service.
There may be one person out there
beside myself you may be helped.
LEAVING A TRAIL
I want to leave a trail.
Wisdom is necessary to survive
and thrive these times.
Wisdom, by definition,
is the application of knowledge to experience.
We are here to learn from our mistakes.
We are here to learn from our experiences.
It is possible to learning from each other.
I want this blog to be as honest as I can be.
I am writing an open journal here,
of very personal and private thoughts.
I am also writing about the journey of
learning to stand on my own two feet
in shaky times.
There are many of us who are disabled
by interacting with a world that is very much
crippled. We feel crippled interacting with that
world.
THE MOMENT OF AWAKENING
The world we live in is our world.
The world very much needs a moment of
awakening right now.
I side with Debbie Ford whose work has to do with
the power in the dark, in the shadow.
I have been reading again from
"The Rebirth of Mother Earth,"
another very timely book I wrote from
around the time the Valdez crashed and
spilled Oil in 1989.
The Valdez was an oil tanker
being driven by a captain who had been driven.
The ship was damaged.
OIl began to seep out in what was
up until Deepwater, the largest spilling
of oil on U.S. land.
We are all crashing right now.
We all have cracks in our hulls.
I have a clear vision of what I want the Enchanted Garden
to be. I am willing to back off from this vision for now.
There is a part of me that feels I have enough to do
in my life without the burden of this house
around me.
It is not easy living with eight other people.
I have been too tired and unsettled inside myself
to have clarity the last few days to think deeply
about the course of action. I have been
in the spirit of the Summer Solstice,
a very powerful moment.
I just woke up with some clarity.
I cannot afford to live, to go on here,
with the quality of communication that I have
with numbers of the housemates.
I have to go into personal talk with some of them.
The future of living here is in the balance.
I was thinking of all this when
Lewis Mehl-Madrona called on the phone.
He is a healer who has written numbers of books.
He is in the Native American tradition.
He called because I called him.
He was returning my call.
I called him about a month ago
and asked him to call back a friend of mine
who was waiting for a call from him.
She had met him. She was very moved
and read all of his books.
She was waiting for a call.
That call was going to determine if she
would go through surgery.
He did not call back before she had the
surgery. She took that as a sing.
I called him and left a message
telling him to call her.
I said that this was important that he call her back.
I take it as a sign that he called me back
in this very timely moment.
I met Lewis Mel-Madrona about ten years ago.
I believe he was working for Beth Israel,
or doing work at the University of Pittsburgh.
He tells me now he has Cherokee and Lakota roots.
I believe he is also a medical doctor.
as well an M.D. He bridges numbers of worlds
that now need bridging.
Maybe that is the message of his calling.
We need a Vision Quest right now, right here.
RELATED LINKS
LEWIS MEHL-MADRONA
His Seed Dream...
to have a Center for Narrative Studies.
To help people with psychosis.
SUNDAY GATHERING
Invite others...
be specific who I invite...
COME ROOT YOUR DREAM ON FACEBOOK
June 27, 2010 here at the Enchanted Garden Intentional Community
http://curezone.org/blogs/fm.asp?i=1641537
Important time of council....
The future of the Enchanted Garden Intentional Community
is at stake here.
These are important days to take steps.
6:03 am
There is wisdom in what my housemate is saying,
the one who wants to stay here, but who unnerves me.
He threatened me last week to the core.
I can see that is influencing my decisions about
doing the right thing here.
We need to bring up what he said in council.
it is 6:06 am now San Diego.
WHY I RECORD THE MINUTES
and the days on my blog.
I believe that the moments we do things
have intertwined with the seasons and movements
of the planets. The planets do not fate our movements,
but they create energies that co-create opportunities
for Soul growth.
Why are we here? To grow.
We choose our alignments with the planets through
the moment we are born.
RELATED
Aquarian Papers Astrology site I admire
THE WISDOM OF LEWIS MEHL MADRONA
6:14 am
I just went to the site of Lewis-Mehl Madronna
This is what I am finding.
He is speaking about time,
just as I was just writing about a few moments ago.
This is what he says.
I can see why he called me right now
as I was coming to some point of decision about what to do next.
COYOTE WRISTWATCH
by Lewis Mehl-Madrona
from his main website
"Our ancestors knew that nature was a constant surprise.
Scientists are beginning to come to the same conclusion.
Coyote's wristwatch is a chemical clock, a flash of nature
that alternates once a second between all of its molecules
appearing perhaps blue and the next second, appearing red.
No scientist would have believed in such chemical clocks
if they had not been observed. Coyote, however,
"knew" in the space between the molecules,
mocking our order of sense and propriety.
Still, the more we know, the less we know.
The most amazing things of earth and sky perpetually
elude our conventional science.
What our grandfathers and grandmothers taught us
was to be open to the miraculous.
As an old Dineh song from Arizona says:
I walk in beauty
Beauty is before me,
Beauty is above me,
Beauty is below me,
Beauty is around me,
I walk in beauty
"WE CAN NEVER KNOW WITH CERTAINTY
THAT WHICH IS POSSIBLE AND THAT WHICH
IS IMPOSSIBLE."
--Lewis Mehl-Madrona
The point of this is that we can never know
with certainty that which is possible
and that which is impossible.
Our capacity to analyze and apprehend
the world is so limited
that our goal of "full knowledge" will never be realized.
How does this pertain to health care?
This is how it pertains:
We can never know the limits of healing.
We can never know with certainty who will live and who will die -
who will recover and who will not.
Indeed, we cannot even know -
as I sometimes suspect -
if death might not be the ultimate healing
for some people."
OUR HOPES OR OUR EXPECTATIONS
MAY NOT COME TO FRUITION
"Our Hopes or our expectations
may not come to fruition."
Lewis Mehl-Madrona
6:25 am
"The first lesson we learned
from our ancestors is to expect a miracle -
to prepare in all ways for it -
to humbly believe that things beyond our ken are possible,
and yet realize that our hopes or our expectations
may not come to fruition.
That our prayers may not be answered -
at least, not in the manner that we asked.
In the vast complexity of the universe,
it would be thoughtless to imagine that each
and every one of our desires and wishes should always come true.
In health care - or in all ways of life -
does that mean that we should
not be aligned with expectations,
fruitions, possibilities, hopes,
the striving for and then the letting go of "full knowledge" -
or the lessons of the Coyote?
I say that to not be so aligned
is a detriment both to our ability to heal -
and our capacity as a provider, to "care". "
-Lewis Mehl-Madrona, M.D., Ph.D.
Associate Professor of Family Medicine and Psychiatry
Department of Family Medicine
West Winds Primary Health Centre
University of Saskatchewan College of Medicine
3311 Fairmont Drive
Saskatoon, SK S7M 3Y5
Canada
http://www.healing-arts.org/mehl-madrona/
6:29 am
FROM LEWIS MEHL-MADRONA
from Healing Intensives Page:
http://www.healing-arts.org/mehl-madrona/mmhealing.htm
"The time needed for inner exploration,
for personal transformation,
and for the exploration of how personal issues,
nutrition, family problems
or spiritual matters
affect our health is sorely lacking."
UNCERTAINTY AND TRANSITION
From the site of Dave Rifkin:
http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/uncertainty-and-transition
6:43 am
2:00 pm
show split screen...
capture--
graduate....
harvest the happy memories---
not my battle--
find the adult strength--
do what it takes--
to live here--
Saturday eclipse--
perfectly lunar eclipse in Capricorn
on Saturday.
sign of the aadult===
war betwwen adult and baby voices...
WHO DO I NEED ON MY HEALING TEAM RIGHT NOW?
6:15 am
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Ellen Kaufman Dosick
Judith Larkin Reno
Eva Becker
Amatra Barbara May
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