Re: seeeing a guy whos got a gal and kids

its easy to say move on and forget about this guy,ive tried so hard to forget this guy,as i would like to get on with m,y life find a decent guy who is anatached,yet this guy is holding me back,everytime i try to look at other guys i still othink of this attaced guy,i love him so much i just dont know how to begin to get other him,the reason why i ended up getting involved with him was because i was and still am having a rough time at home,my father can ber vilolent at times,i felt very unloved and emotional and opened up to this guy,yes he probably did manipulate me,hes my first love and gives me that attention that i so much desire.I have low self asteem and think to myself i could never meeet a decenbt guy,yetv this whole mess is destroying me,A guy with too kids should be there for his girlkfreind,yet he has a way of making me upset everytime i try to break it off he can be so horribler that irt hurts so much i let him back into my life.I would leave home and try i change my life yet i seem stuck i am at university and need the money therfore i need my partime job where this guy oi love with all my heart works,irts so bad that i camnt imagibne myself being with someone else,i have given this guy everything and it isnt easy to forget about him.I never had neone in my life limke this man ,hes special to me yet i cant the fact of him cheating,it makes me feel sick,i hate myself for whgat im doing,io dont know how to be strong enogh to let go for good xxx want someone special for myself Tweet