Re: Myeloma? Lymes? severe arthritis? Can't get diagnosis! Decaying Rapidly...

No. My doctor who I am assigned to (no real insurance just county assisted) thinks I have nothing wrong. He was about to refer me to a bone specialist (after I pushed for it) but I lost the insurance at that point. I have had cbc's for the past 10 years and there have been barely any abnormalities. Yes, sometimes I recall having elevated/diminished red/white blood cell counts but not always. I have eosinophils (but within normal range) but i understand they should/can be 'normal' by having a 0 count. I always have some. I may have had elevated calcium before too, but not now on the most recent one I showed no abnormalities. I could post the entire cbc here if anyone could read it and give any ideas, but apparently nothing is too abnormal with it. I have also been tested for hiv/aids at least a half dozen times over the years... but after researching into all that, I guess hiv is potentially not even a cause of aids and the tests are flawed anyways.

so, the cysts they just think are arthritis. It is far worse than that!! I had a huge cyst like cluster develop on my left hand in 2 months. (given, I had been typing and overusing it alot.. but 2 months? nothing should form that quickly).

I'm trying to get the insurance back again but I feel it will take months to see a specialist and then months to get the tests and by then I will be dead or paralyzed/crippled/dying and unable to help myself which is why I;'ve taken drastic action to try and modify my health/diet/supplement protocol regimen.

My blood Sugar is always normal/ish. I have tested it myself many times and it is between 120 and 70 always. The last cbc I had was done after fasting for 12+ hours to check all that too, and it showed nothing.

there is literally NOTHING in the cbc that showed anything but health. It makes me so angry because it just makes them think nothing is wrong... even though I am in agonizing joint pain which gets worse every single day.

I understand autoimmune conditions are near impossible to diagnose (like lymes) so I am wondering if that relates too. but the hpv factor is always in my mind because of the practically identical similarities I have read about how high risk hpv-cancer is apparently supposed to progress.

I am going to incorporate chlorinedioxide+dmso protocal (occ) next and apply it over all my joints throughout the day to see if that helps. But it doesn't seem like anything ever does. Yesterday when I drank juiced carrot/beet juice I felt a little better for awhile... but I'm never sure if its related to what I've done or consumed or just random chance. heh.

I'm so tired of this and taking shots in the dark... but what else can I do? I have no idea how to get them to DIAGNOSE ME. I feel like the only person in the world who has become this ill without having any way to get a diagnosis... it is the absolute worst hell. :/

when death finally does arrive and I enter the real hell (void), it will simply be a release from this tormented life... but I still have a will to live (or perhaps more of a fear of death=void) so I continue to be in a state of frantic desperation and trying anything I can (or anything I can afford). Time for next msm dose... I think I am going to order this LIPH stuff to try with instead of lypospheric vitamin c I had been using. Tweet