I need some advice...

Things have been getting worse and worse for me lately.

I was hospitalised for A.N for 6 weeks over the Xmas/New Year period, and forced to gain nearly 10kgs! I went from 32kg to 42kg (at 160cm) in that time, and had no help at all from therapists or anything. So basically they just fed me and let me out. Of course, this only made my Depression and E.D worse...

Since then i have become more and more engrossed in the B.N side of it all, and now have a middle weight of 36 kg (BMI 14.06). I just feel so ripped off by the system. I didn't want to recover at the time, and now I think I'm never going to want help, because the 'help' is just so inadequate.

I just really don't know what to do... Tweet