so i've changed my diet

Very little dairy, no red meat, no bleached carbs. I'm taking craploads of acidolpholis and a daily vitamin. I'm broke as all heck so this is an expensive but necessary change. My energy level is through the roof which is awesome because I've always struggled with energy issues. Let's hope this helps!

I also started taking xenadrine (will this effect my body in a bad way? Toxin wise?) I was thinking if I jumpstarted my metabolism it might help.

I still smell like crap, this isnt even a question anymore. I went to Ozzfest and was ridiculed tirelessly the whole time (I didnt care though, I was having a great time and I got to flip off every mean person there-haha meanies!).

I've started two new jobs (OH YEAH! I GOT FIRED FROM MY LAST JOB BECAUSE OF MY SMELL! Of course they made up a %¤#&!§-excuse, which I proved wrong immediately and they still fired me!) Which is nervewracking, but I've learned to deal with overhearing mean comments.

The smell I have discovered is definately coming from my deriere, and who knows where else. I was hospitalized recently and the IV's they flushed me with got rid of the smell for 2 weeks, BUT it's back. This makes me assume it's toxins and such.

Hopefully I will be able to afford more to help this go away soon, but as I've said I'm beyond broke! $100,000 in debt and im 20! Geeze Louise!

ANY and ALL feedback is greatly appreciated! I like to keep you all posted on my foul scented life, because I know you actually care. Maybe if someone else struggling with this problem can see that there is a light at the end the tunnel and they're not alone it will help.

-Alyssa-

PS- For those of you who have given up on trying to find friends and lovers who will accept you smell and all... I have been dating a guy for 9 months now who doesn't care that I reek. There are people out there who have hearts as big as yours, who care about bigger things than outside appearence and smell. I found one and you will too. If someone doesn't accept you for who and what you are then they don't deserve the pleasure of knowing you. What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger!