only if you guys help me get through it I want buddys to cheer me on. Ill do it. Im weak when I begin but ill use your support to my advantage. we can see who makes it to the end no need to lie about still doing it but who makes it to 40 days we can cheer for. so it will be like a group compete to the ned to keep your mind off the will I make it instead can I do it if he or she still doing it.