You are very kind...I am looking for kindness, compassion, understanding and wisdom the ultimate combination and you people in your suggestions have given that ...thank you. I just so want to live a normal life where I can wear make up and go out and have a meal and a glass of wine with my friend with out my nose getting completely blocked and me feeling like I have flue for the next two weeks...or being afraid to go out and eat and drink because I am scared that my stomach will start to bloat sooo much that it will hurt and press on the endometriosis inflammation sites and cause so much pain that I want to throw up...so either I don't go out or I go out and when the pain kicks in I go home. I so want to be able to go on holiday and fell care free...feel that for once I can let go and eat and drink what I want.