MY first day fasting

Ok so my name is not really Molly Sue, but for fasting purposes my name is MOLLY SUE!!! I currently have self esteem issues particularly with my weight. I feel like a snail in my shell. I am ready to break free of that shell. Im 5'6 and weight in at 189 today. Im Water Fasting for 20 days. I fasted about a year ago for 7 days and it was truly successful. Unfortunately due to constant food celebrations with family and friends i have gained alot of weight back. Well im prepared to get healthy again, any supporters out there?