Hi Sunshine: Hey, as long as the lights shining on the inside that's what counts.
Keep on keeping on, you'll make it. Clean and feed, Clean and feed, gets old after a while but well worth it. I was telling plzchuckle about my return. How nice it was to finally be back. I felt 20-25 years old again but when I looked in the mirror it didn't match. But with all I've been through its near impossible to explain to somebody. The original me is back and I can't explain that. It's oh so nice though. Embracing and applying truth is what does it. No "belief" involved.