Ah the fun stage! The beginning tickle of creativity. Like a stirring...almost like romance. And then the frenzy, almost like sex. Then sometimes the panic, like getting to know your lover (too well). Then settling into the peace of the relationship (or the break up - or in my case, the breaking of) the relationship. And sometimes the grief of it ending.
Some lovers I display, others are hidden just for me.
I've actually left lovers in the lurch...many, many times. I have a husband who reminds me that many of them are left in half finished states around the house, pining for my return. But I know, deep in my heart, that from the beginning they truly sucked.....