Re: is there anything bad about coconut oil?

Sanc!!

I miss you terribly. Did you actually write that you thought you did something causing yourself to be "hated"? Are you CRAZY?!?! People love you. Everyone loves you. That's just nutty. The whole 9/11 thing was a misunderstanding. Let it go.

I am so sorry you're having a hard time. I really am concerned about you - but in complete honesty, I think what you are dealing with is extreme DETOX. It's like going through the eye of a needle. If you can persevere, you'll find your way through.

Try try try to look at all these "reactions" - from weight gain to flu symptoms - please try to see them as indications that something is happening. I have a theory on the weight gain but I'll reserve it for now. It's a little complex. I would NOT worry about the coconut oil. Just eat it when you are in the mood for it. Never force anything down or in - that's my gameplan, that's what seems to work for me.

Chin UP, pretty girl. I will be thinking about you. And I am here for you, just like Mama is. We're all here for you. You are a big part of things here, and yes...you are very much loved and respected. See that.