The people here are amazing, so supportive and knowledgeable...shorewood777 I guess you must be reeling right now and you sound so focused and brave. I have a friend who cured her self of Breast Cancer using the Gerson Diet and the enemas. She said it was two years of pure discipline, though it has been over 5 years now and when I ask her how she kept to the routine she always says that she had the biggest incentive. She was 35 when she got the cancer and had 3 children the youngest being 5 at the time. I really am wishing the best for you Sandwood777 and hope that you have good people around you!