Re: Trysten?...Re: I have more to say..

I realized after I wrote that post I sounded kinda like a big jerky douche.
I was trying to make a point but I know what I said could be taken the wrong way. I didnt mean to imply there was even anything wrong with most of the things I said {being a hippy, living in a cave, etc}. Actually I would really admire someone who would do something like that {I knew of a lady who lived up in the canadian mountains for an entire winter, alone, living off the land in the freezing cold in a tent for nothing more than spiritual gain, and I think its awesome}. I wrote all that because truthfully, I do have drug use in my past and a few times when I have shared the fact that Ive directly spoken to God or Gods workers {I dont even know who they are really, I just hear them sometimes and feel their love and know they speak truth and are guiding me} Ive been met with, er, accusations of "doing too many drugs" or a few times being "just plain crazy". :{ Back when I used to do drugs I would sometimes have this terrible fear that it WAS the drugs, that I WAS crazy. But Ive had a connection to the beyond since I was a child, and perhaps my time with drugs just intensified my natural..er..abilities..connections? Not even sure what the word is..but thankfully..when I quit drugs, God is still there, and the things Ive seen and dreamed continue.

I said all that so no one would think I was nuts for saying Ive heard the voice of angels, but you are absolutely right if anyone thought I was crazy its their problem, and I need not hold any insecurities about it. Thanks for reminding me. :}