I have more to say..
Isnt it a completely wonderful, beautiful thing how we will be drawn to exactly where we need to be? I have always been "different" inside than other people, and since I was a child, Ive heard the words of the allmighty, as well as many of mother earths angels. When I reached adult age I discovered the internet, and began doing searches on these messages I was recieving. I even discovered there was a name for what I was experiancing. Light worker..those who are called by God for because our energy is meant to work for the greater good. I believe it was my choice to do this type of work, and that before birth I made that committment. I was put through many tests and trials to get where I am today, at a more pure place than ever.
Every night I pray to my God to use my life, to use me to express his love and truth and to use my energy, my talents, and my vision to change the world in whatever way I can. I really want little for myself in the end..I just want my life to mean something..its not even a want really.
Its so neat that i just happen to look on here and you posted that link to the site. I was definately meant to see it, and to participate. I got tears in my eyes reading that womens story...I havent had a near death experiance like that but some of the things she has been told, I completely understand. Ive been told things to. This is the kinda thing I dont talk about much to many people. Im not some drug smoking hippy, I should point that out too. Im not crazy or the type to run off and live in a cave or anything like that. I probably look like a totally normal young adult woman on the surface. I was not raised with any type of religion. I found God because God found me and saved me.
It may seem like most of humanity is lost but those of us who are out here standing strong with the strong connection to the light of God, I believe can hold the grid for humanity.
Its been a tough road my entire life, Ive had a certain lonliness Ive always felt, because I dont know many other people like me, or who feel the way I feel about God and our mother earth and the universe. Its hard being different. Just two days ago I was getting very frustrated, I felt so alone. My family is very material and none of them have a spiritual bone in their body. Im nothing like any of them, Ive always been an outcast. Reading that page made me once again feel the connection I truly have with many other light workers on this planet that Ive never met, so thank you so much healediam for alerting me to this, and Ill be right there with you on 7-17.