Re: I'm just sad

I know that you are 19 only, but if you can find a way to move out do so IMMEDIATELY.

Do you have any family, or religious outfit or even the women's shelter, boys & girls town, they may have advise to get you grants for school and housing until you can just be on your own. they may assist you in looking for on campus housing as soon as you get into college too.

Please.

Your mom has not yet realized what she is doing... it takes many years to recognize what is going on in your life. It is always easier to see when it is someone else's life. Its like a bad dream. But you cannot spend more time waiting, because it may then be too late.

You mom may have past issues that make her vulnerable to his behavior, but again - you should not wait for her to come to terms with the hell she's fostering.

Your stepdad WILL NOT CHANGE, he WILL GET WORSE, these people are like parasites that come into your lives, take them over and then CONTROL and DESTROY them.

Please, take care of yourelf. If you wait for your mom to wake up, it may be too late.

All good thoughts and as much ethereal energy as I can send ...

MadArt (ist)

PS: women's shelter will have advise whether you are a boy or a girl. They help families.