Just to let you know sultankiry, I don't think swear words are bad, I don't take them personally and I don't consider them "swear" words either, and I am (embarassingly) born and living in the U.S. I think a lot of people in this Country think that their own $#(^ doesn't stink, and they need to lighten up. I would never ban someone just because they said a swear word. Give me a break do they think they're Holier Than Thou or that they're God or something?
I'm sorry you're going through this, and I know I've been through hell so I can empathize. Hang in there there are people (such as me) that are here for you. Don't give up, there IS hope!