Re: counting *your* blessings edit at: enjoy your walk

Ah beautiful woman thank you for that.

Funny at satsang tonight I was speaking with a Bulgarian about that very topic concerning manifesting and the mind. manifesting is very easy when my mind or rather heart is in it. Most things my heart however, is not there for these being mostly material things and I do not manifest what my heart does not call for.

I suspect that the counter as it continues it's rise would manifest as page views so I quite knew well back at 14,000 that old 'visitors logged in 'had to go. I will tell a secret here and hopefully you keep it to yourself. When CZ crashed I had very many posts that I determined to redact as I was going through a well....a period of intense change and I wrote many of the posts for myself as I noticed I was interpreting dreams as my own and giving others advice that was obviously for myself. SO everything that came from my pen was a form of self observation and enquiry. I decided for personal reasons to delete all my posts and exchanges and even had a little ceremony before doing so, when I tried I could not log in. When I could the next night all my posts I had desired to extricate (along with the rest of the community) were very neatly done away with as they encompassed a 44 day period for me.

As for umanifesting, you must be ready in your heart to have manifested so fast. Only the ego/mind is scared by that quickness and raises a bit as he knows his once eminent domain along with all other inherent powers has been transferred back to the rightful owner.

It is great that your mighty friend laid in state experiencing transition into his next state, you had a connection that he left for you to realize also which is neat! in samhadi I am sure it was possible to feel that connection even more if you realize it. SO yes it is given for us to taste even the connectedness of the Maha Samhadi whilst still walking amongst flesh.

My day was INdeed quite Self (Big S.) realizing, actually the lesson of the Master today was on just that Realization of the Self and exactly what it is and how one is realized to that potential, and I felt it was just for Self!

Thank you for your presence, it is good to dine with someone at the banqueting table
many Blessings to you
Aye