I'll let this die....but one last breath...

So you call this venting........You post in a forum where people come sincerely looking for help from others and expecting answers.  We read a missive full of anger, spite and bad intentions:

"I see her dog standing there with this stupid goofy happy look on her face. So I took her outside to 'play' and stuck a rag in gas...."  ...."stupid"   ...."stupid"  ....."stupid"

 "I can't wait for her to come out and realize her dog....."

"Maybe now that her night is ruined, she will get on his ass for it..LOL"

I checked all your previous posts and you have been around CZ for quite some time.  I congratulate you on all your achievements towards diligently cleaning out your body.  You obviously follow through when you dedicate yourself to something.  However there is one component you have completely failed to recognize;  all the flushing, alkalizing and cleansing in the world will do absolutely nothing if emotionally and spiritually you continue to harbor negative, spiteful and hateful emotions.

If we unanimously disagreed with your reprehensible actions, its because we must have seen something truly alarming here.   But instead of having the wisdom to look inside and deal with the obvious maladjustments, you chose to continue  externalizing your anger by shutting us off and to further excuse your bad behavior.  You are young enough to begin walking in a different direction, to follow a path of true healing, change and forgiveness, but only you can determine that.

You can choose this very day to use this experience as a wake-up call, and begin to do some serious self introspection and positive changes, or you can continue to live a life full of delusion and destructive outcomes.  Your call, but may I remind you that when you fill your soul with bitterness the effect is compounded and you will attract only the same as what you put out.  Bitterness and anger will keep your body in sickness.  You are definitely smart and talented, now put that intelligence to use and truly heal yourself.  Someday you'll be so glad you did!!!!