Does anyone else get extremely depressed about this?

I'm having a really hard time dealing with my facial hair. I'm 19 years old, and I've been waxing/shaving my face since I was about 16. My grandparents have payed for a complete series of laser hair removal appointments, and my condition has not changed. I just started taking the pill last week, and I'm hoping that changes something. There seems to be no way around this! I get depressed a lot- so much sometimes that I can hardly eat. I cry a lot, and I can't think of myself as pretty, even though people compliment me. It's hard to be intimate with guys, and I won't let anyone get close enough to touch my face (or get anywhere near it). What do I do? I know there isn't much I CAN do... Does anyone else have this problem? I wish there was a real support group (not online) that I could go to. I need to meet with other women who have this problem because there sure isn't anyone on my campus! Does anyone know of a group in or around Portland, Oregon or Indianapolis, Indiana?
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