I also get EXTREMELY depressed. I can't have anyone over for the night because I'm scared of them seeing me in the morning. I don't talk about it with my girlfriend. Whenever she touches my cheek or my chin I freak out and it hurts her that I won't explain it. This is horrible. I know, it seems like there's no way out and like it's just getting worse and worse. Like you're drowning. It seems like this epicare thing might work out though. Worth a shot.