Is that Haggard you are channeling. The strong violent reaction is very typical of your situation, a man in denial. I am flattered that you put so much thought into what I look like. Feel free to fantasize away about my hair, my looks and anything your want. I am sufficiently confident that it won't affect my masculinity in the slightest.
I am certain that I did not use the words STUPID or DUMB, 20-30 times as you claim. It is more likely that you just FELT STUPID and DUMB, when I pointed out all the errors in your argument.