Yes Adie, that's good. Wildflower and I are working towards a live-in relationship with each other but I'm not physically able to do that at this time. Plus I have a certain amount of Pride. Wildflower is very healthy and fit; I'm not. We'd like to live on a Homestead, growing our own food. But that would take a lot of work, something I can't give at this time. I have chronic back pain (Sciatica) with other issues stemming from that. Wildflower has been very patient with me over the last two years but I can't be sure that I'll ever get well now, even though I just bought an Inversion Table. I've tried Chiropractors and Massage Therapists, but will not use the Medical Profession with their drugs and surgery. I don't feel like being around other people with the constant pain I'm in, much less living with someone and the stress involved with that. We both have strong feelings for each other and hate to give up on this.
So that's our Dilemma. The Catholics have a good term called "Limbo". That's where we are right now. I've encouraged Wildflower to move on without me, but she has been reluctant to do that.
Anyway, that doesn't answer the immediate question. What do we do when we see each other again?........WY