Mine had some of the same experiences
Not quite as sad
but still felt abandoned
and also passed
It was pretty inhumane in the last 6 months
I Am sorry to hear of your loss
Grieve and know that you
grieve for you loss
and that she is new and clean and bathed in
God's light
I hear that we that desire another lifetime on earth
start "getting in line"
pretty quickly after
passing
life is so precious to us
but then we forget how much we choose
and begin reacting and
becoming out of balance
and experience
much that does not seem desirable
I don't really believe we ask for ill-health
I think it is merely a by-product