a memory - was it abduction?

Does this sound like typical abduction memories?


I was 5 yrs old, maybe 4, and I had some very strange experiences that still haunt me to this day 40 years on.

It was only in my bedroom that this "sensation" came over me, and only at night, early evening I guess. It is hard to explain exactly, although my memory of some of it is 'clear as a bell', even today.

The room seemed to go "wide", it was as large as infinity or so it seemed. Thats all it was - just a huge space that I was in, but it was so real and so , well , big. And it wasn't really my bedroom either, there were no walls and ceiling anymore, it was more like outer space, but I knew I started that minute in my room and didn't not walk thru my doorway...

I don't remember 'myself' as being small or large, I was just witnessing this 'hugeness' from inside of it. It was as if I was floating in this huge space, or at least just not touching any floors or walls. If there were walls, they were far away.

Time was not real either, it seemed to last a long time but then no time had passed when I next realised I was in my room [but never really feeling I had left it either]. In real time, I think these episodes only lasted about 5 minutes. In 'mind-time', it seemed that I was floating for about an hour.

There was also something about sound that was weird - it was quiet, and I could not cry out or make any sound.

Wherever/whatever it was, I could not escape it and I was all alone. I think it sounds like the weird memories of a lot of kids who were sexually abused - in my bedroom, in the evening... but no way!! i just don't believe my dad would have done that, he was not much of a sexual person... and Mom? no way.

Which leaves it as either being 'a mental process in my brain going wild', or maybe alien abduction.
What do you think?


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