"the diet"

i feel as if "the diet" can be a waist of time and effort. i did it for six solid months, taking suppliments, all that stuff. threelac dont work either for those of you that are wondering, save your money! there are a million "cures" on the internet, tons of books on how to rid the body of this crap, still, even with all the people on here, nobody has an actual answer. why bother? i feel as if im always gonna have to put cream on my skin to keep the rash down, ill always have to wipe my ass just because its leaking, my nails will always be disgusting lookin, ill always feel exhausted, and ill never see life in the same light, never be able to focus the same way, ill always wake up with a sore jaw from clinchin my teeth. the list goes on, to this day, after about five years of this garbage, there is no answer and nothing that offers some actual hope for improvement. unless i want to eat nothing but chicken and veggis for the rest of my life while spending out the ass on pills and cleanses and all and still wondering if its all worth it, when wait, no, i still feel like crap.