Re: Seen the Doc.

Yes. You are right, and I have been a little reckless in my "try anything" approach.
Although, the resperidone was showing some promise. I just was not able to tolorate the drug too well, and it was too slow to show any significant results in the end.
I still believe the clonazepam had the right stuff. Let me tell you why.
The April before last, I had a complete spontaneous cure happen to me.
I was on "lorazepam" for over a month, and I kept upping the dose, until I was at 6mls a night. I had terrible die-off reactions, but I thought it was the anti-fungals I was on at the time. One day I started to urinate "something" out. It lasted several days--it was a white substance. Then I started to have extreme energy, I could not sleep for days, and I did not even need to. My sex-drive came back, my allergies disappeared completely, my sensitivity to light --gone.
I became a "NEW" human being. At the time I attributed it to a probiotic I was taking which was high in B. Infantis. This may have helped, but I now know it was not the source.
This euphoria continued for 2 weeks. Then "CRASH AND BURN" It all started with a nightmare I'll never forget. But the drug was finished about 1 week before, and I was never warned about withdrawl--Anyway I studied the effects the drug has on the nervous system, and that led me to the nuero-pathway connection. It is through the GABBA receptor that certain immuno-modulatory mechanisms are controlled.

I believe that I inadvertantly "turned on" a switch which caused the immune-system to be highly activated, purging the body of foriegn invaders.
I would like to repeat this experiment, but I would need at least 3 months supply of the drug. Doctors will not comply with this, so I'm having to find other ways for now. Shroom