Not trying to scare you or anyone! Furthermore, I have nothing else to say about that drug.
There are 3 things that I recognize:
1. You're adult.
2. Life is about choices. Choose the right thing for you & take responsibility for it; including, the good and bad that may come with that choice.
3. Empower yourself with knowledge; otherwise, you'll be rendered helpless or dependent upon another to make decisions for you that might not be in your best interest.