I would suggest a vibrational remedy. Dr Bach's Rescue Remedy 20 drops in a 1.5ltr bottle of still spring water, sip all day until it is all gone. Do this each day.If you are at work, no-one will know that it's anything but water. Do it for a month and re-assess your feelings. It is great for grief and panic attacks. Also do EFT the tapping therapy - look it up on the web or find a therapist. It consists of 'rounds' of tapping on accurepuncture points while repeating something like 'Even though I'm grieving for my Dad I still have faith in myself'. It's highly effective. And always remember that Dad is OK now, and I bet he is oftain with you in spirit and hates to see you so upset.I see my deceased parents quite oftain, and all my old dogs, cats and horses, [no bulls**t]Neither therapy will negate anything you are doing to get rid of candida. Love and Light, Deotima.