Weight loss too traumatic?
I posted something in the Oil Polling Forum regarding all of the detox stuff I've been doing, and Molly Bloom suggested I also post something here...
So, I juice fast on and off, and that's how I orginally found Cure Zone. I love the community in Fasting for Weight Loss. My weight loss results have been losing two dress sizes, FITTING INTO MY 501s AGAIN, and feeling more in control of my body and my self.
Tons of people have been commenting on how great I look, how much slimmer, how I glow, etc....people actually stare at me again, flip around on streets and in rooms....
So what's the problem? I'm freaking out! I'm terrified of people looking at me in an admiring way. I feel UNSAFE walking down the steet - I just want to disappear. And added weight helped me do that - as did baggy clothes and letting hair hang around me face.
On one level I'm proud of the progress I'm making, but on another level, I want to crawl back into baggy clothes and sit in a dark corner and have everyone look at someone else.
Do any of you feel like this? If so, how do you deal with it without trying to be unassuming and without being heavier....
Thanks, No Scale