First thing you need to do is have your seritonin levels checked. I had so many doctors within 8 years tell me I was depressed but never once checked my seritonin levels. Finally I went to see a natural doctor at the age of 25 and he did the test (before this doctor I didn't even know you could get seritonin levels checked!!) They were fine and I was never depressed, I had mercury and lead poisoning. Pretty funny huh? Don't give up on this, you will find a way to make yourself better. Always get second opinions and never settle for less than the best care you can get. Even if it does cost alot it's worth living the rest of your life healthy. Good luck and were all rooting for you!!!!