The positive things i've accomplished..PLEASE read

I know a lot of you are probably sick of me bitching about my dick hurting and my ass burning and my crotch butning,etc. I would get sick of it too,but for some reason my mental state just wont cope with it right. They say after a 30 day Colon Cleanse you can cope w/ things so much better and mentally. BULLS****! The last 2 days that I was off,the weather was PEFECT. I mean blue skies and 72 degrees with a cool breeze and fresh air. I must say that this health problem of mine did take the joy out of what could've been enjoyable,relaxing days.

I know I havent even started this 2 week cleanse/diet thing yet. I just ordered my pumpkin seeds and sunflower seed butter for whopping $30. $13 in shipping!

I have made some improvements in my life and diet however and i've even tried some of you all's suggestions for my crotch,even though they didnt work.

Here's some major changes i've made...

Drinking only distilled water
Stopped taking Zoloft
Stopped drinking milk and eating yogurts and icescream
Stopped drinking alcohol (Drank smirnoff's mostly)
Stopped taking all pain pills and sinus pills for my TMJ and bad allergies(a biggy for me)
Buying organic vegetables
Excercising more by walking on my treadmill (yesterday I walked on it once for 1.65 miles and today I walked on it 2 different times in the day for 20 minutes and a mile each time)
Did a 30 day Colon Cleanse (which I have thie site to thank for the info on that)

Thats all I can think of for now,but im sure theres more. I KNOW im not where I need to be,but im trying.

Once I move into the apartment with my friend it will even be better. Me and him will both be buying 95% only organic stuff. He is starting to buy organic vegetables at walmart and hes even rejecting peoples offers at his work to give him pie and soda. Im so proud of him. If it wasnt for me he wouldnt be doing all this stuff. I mentioned I was doing cleanse and he found this site and did the research. Now hes doing the same Colon Cleanse I did. It will be so much easier to be in a home where there isnt Sugar and dairy and snacks like at my parents house where im living. There are at least 2-3 whole food organic stores in Tulsa where im moving close by to. I'll be like 20-30 minutes away from TUL so. yay!

I will also be away from my rude ass parents. The parents who bitch at me for taking Epsom Salt baths because the water leaks into the ceiling tile in the garage and makes stains. The parents who have an amazing juicer, but wont let me use it because i'll make a mess. The parents who dont believe anything about my health.

*Sigh* thats it folks..im sorry if im not perfect enough for you guys