Re: You are an eternal soul....

Dear Bob,
Your message shows great wisdom and it was very healing for me.
You can read all my postings and you can see that I am a believer and I am learning about reincarnation, little by little.

Now I want to tell you something funny. Yesterday I had Thanksgiving dinner with my in-laws. And I accomplished something very big: I came out of the closet as a reincarnated spirit. Unbelievable that we have to 'come out of the closet' with those things. My in-laws are religious. I am very religious. But in different ways. They received it with more politeness that other times(they usually think I am 'outrageous' with my 'revolutionary' ideas). I noticed something about people that only belkieve what the chiurch tells them to. They tend to be very unforgiving and close-minded about things. They are not open to discussion, they put you down etc. But yesterday I saw that differences of oppinion can be less traumatic than in the past, maybe I learned to be more diplomatic...I hope. Anyway, I thought that it was funny how I had to come out of the closet about my spirit.

And I want to tell you how I feel about going to church. I am very fortunate to belong to a church where the Priest is a very down to earth man, Christian Orthodox, so he has a wife and children, he is pretty much a regular person, but he is very inteligent and he's been thru a lot, just like the rest of us. Every sermon he preaches is light-filled and comes from reality, no empty words, no non-sense. I really enjoy listening to what he has to say and it always gives me healing, because it so happens that he touches something that is hurting in me. While he is performing the service(that looks pretty ancient to outsiders, with incense smoke and long vestements etc., I even had friends with me once and the kids could not stop giggling because it looked funny to them to see 'men in long robes chanting from their noses'), so while he is performing the service, I can feel my aura getting all white and my mind can travel wherever I want. Like far away to my Family in Romania, or close-close to God(to the pure essence of me, I hope it doesn't sound pretencious or arrogant). I can really feel like my mind is clearing of 'garbage' of daily life and I experience pure bliss. When the Priest says 'Lift your spirit...'(or something similar), I can feel my spirit lifting from the body and I experience a pure, clean state of mind, where you don't hate anybody, you have no fears, no regrets, no pain... I also feel like a fountain of white light shooting high in the space(from the top of my head) and I can visualize a rain of white 'petals' raining back from that beam of white light, coming back just like a rain. The color of that beam of 'energy' or whatever it is changes if I pray or feel different things. It can become blood-red or intense neon green or yellow(those are the most common). English is my second language and I don't know if my description of what I feel and 'see' is easy to understand, but it would be interesting for me to know if other people have experienced similar things. I have to say, once I get out of church, those 'colors' and 'fountains' of clean energy are almost gone, I can achieve them only thru deep prayer(if I have a peaceful night at home, without the regular fights with my husband...and I am not blaming it on him!). I wish I would feel like I feel in church all the time, but unfortunately, most of the time I am actiung like a woman in a deep crisis of PMS, all the time!!! and I know it is affecting my child and the man that I am having a very miserable marriage with, despite loving him very much and him loving me deerly).
Well, too much information? Maybe, but I am in desperate need for answers and I am not shy anymore to share how I feel, because I learned that you can get answers only if you ask for them, we are all human and there are out there a lot of loving and wise people like you.
I really enjoyed your message, thank you very much for sharing your wisdom!!!
Love, Elena.(34 years old, Michigan) Tweet