what is this 38 yrs of being unsaved?? i never did get that?? you grant that church to create your salvation?? really is very silly to me...you let a priest decide your fate...instead of deciding your own fate..what happened ?? did you have a dream and god spoke to you and told you that not to worry you are saved now?? just a game...going through the motions ...pray sing...etc doesnt do anything if you dont mean it...how all of a sudden were you chosen??