because to me it is very logical to want to go back to the other side not being faced with such turmoil....i didnt want to enter this life.. but i am here so i gotta wait til it is over...sorry but i dont see life on earth be all rosy and perfect as you do....LIFE IS A GAME! that is all it is ...it is how well you play the game that determines your outcome...this is all a game...who wouldnt want to die and go back the world of no negativity...i would much rather be there than here?? where i worry about rape...disease....poverty...starving....and death of loved ones ....shall i go on?? none of that is on the other side... it is only logical to yearn to go back to the perfect place.