question about rainy days por favor

I was wondering, how does one sungaze during rainy or cloudy days when the sun is not showing? Where does one look towards in the sky? Im a newbie and today is my first day. I have severe liver and digestive problems and liver flushes, colon cleanses, and parasite cleanses have not helped much- so in a desperate crying fit of Depression when wondering "why me god" and "what else is there for me to do to get well" I turned my head, and there the beautful orange sun was--speaking to me. So I am going to try sungazing to unblock the emotions and energy causing my illness. Does anyone have any experience with sungazing and its benefits on the liver or digestion??? If so, please post to meeeeeee. I'm hoping that this along with continued cleansing and a gluten-free yeast-free whole food vegan diet will be the answer to my prayers.