you guys are the best!

today i pulled out pictures from a year ago.
my "FAT" pictures.
i only have two that you can tell my body weight because i destroyed/deleted the others.
haa haa

anyway. WOW
im glad that i lost what i did.
i had lost 20 pounds since then

i really think the gain was from when i took paxil. it gave me shelf ass.
in comparison to what i look like now compared to then....i shouldnt even care about the final 10. now that i have a scale i wont let it get out of hand again.
i think thats another reason i got fat. ihad nothing to watch my weight with. i dont really get blubby when i get fat i just get bigger. and at the time i wore baggy stuff so i didnt really notice it until it was too late.