Re: i hate how 10 extra pounds feels to my soul!

ohhh, come on lovely you...this is such an extremely dramatic message...
cheer up, i know what you mean, and i know what distorted(eeehhh, is that proper english??)images of ourselves mean...i know for having them but i think we NEED to accept ourselves as beautiful people and i think we NEED to love ourselves for what we are.
i know too how much when i look at a skinny personn, i just wish i'll be back there soon(i've always..for 30 years, been skinny...felt already terrible when i did put on 2 kgs....4 lds i think..)and i know i just hate my image when i se it in a mirror these days but i learn try my best to see the beauty i still see reflected there and most important, i try to forgive myself for all!
we live in such a tough world, but still ,so beautiful!
and don't forget you can be whatever you want, get wherever you want, YOU CAN!!!
the thing is just about LOVE i think.
i remember not really feeling much more beautiful by then ,when i was 40lds lighter , and when i look at picts now, ohhh, i'd give so much to be back there!!
i think now i was...just beautiful(well, not monica bellucci but, at my beauty best anyway..simply and naturally :))))and i wasted it for some reason, for lacking love for myself!
so while loosing weight, i need to get back to this love for myself, to realise how much i need to forgive and to respect myself for who i am , feel peace inside.
this is soooo important i think!
take care dear violetgrace, you are beautiful, you'll be just as shinning as you know you are and you are!
love
marion