Your attitude is not something you have to apologize for.This is a condition that is very difficult to live with.I think your attempts are admirable over such long period of time.I will never give up trying to help you.However,I do not feel the pain or pay the expense.My part is easy.Since my knowledge is based
on my experience and subsequent reading,all I can promise is that my suggestions will be of help.Since your colon has not been absorbing nutrients in proper amounts over such long period,I would try juicing all the vegetables.The juice is fresh and uncooked leaving all the vitamins,minerals and enzymes intact.Use a variety of vegetables each have different fibers and nutrients.The colon should be able to absorb these properly.No condition can heal without proper nutrition.Steam the remaining pulp(at first eat in smaller amounts and then gradually increase each day)the pulp will provide the proper environment for stool form the growth of good bacteria in the colon which I believe is the most important condition.Eat the other foods on the diet sheet.Temporally use the more soluble fiber grains suggested in the previous E mail Try this and see if the colon in a short time gives any sign of a positive result.Continue to use the 4000IU mixed tocopherols enema once a day.