I’m so happy that you answer. Yes, probably it is too soon to judge. And probably I’m too sensitive at the moment. I will wait. I was so open suddenly after so long time that when I felt she doesn’t move at the same pace I do I immediately felt hurt, and the hurt was so intense that it remained in me the whole time. Whatever I was doing during the day I could not get rid of it and probably that was right because through that pain I can see many things. I try to keep open and let it be.
I will answer her when I feel I’m coming from a cleaner space, when I have processed a bit more. Thanks for your help. It is great to have you. I’m crying tears of gratitude.