update on musings (and note to H)

H: My sympathies on your injury - glad it's only minor! And what does the DC/ND stand for? Is he a naturpath?

Re your BTW at the end: Would you be so kind as to please clarify that? It sounds like you're suggesting go off the MC and do the parasite and a bowel with regular eating. Am I reading that correctly? Yeah. The cheese thing. A lean muscled body with about 3 wheels of brie in my abdomen.

That 4-step colon cleanser program I did a ways back and didn't finish cause I went away and forgot my pills - on my way home I was musing (having read H's post just prior to leaving the office), that I might just do that. Continue with the parasite program and do day 10 of the lemonade tomorrow, ease into the gentle broth post MC thing Wednesday a.m. with a liver flush this weekend, and do some sort of specific bowel cleanse beginning Monday.

I remembered that when I bought the program, they send it to you every 3 months unless you nix it, and it occured to me then, that it was problably due on my doorstep anyday now and that might be quite convenient. And then I got home and there it was in my mailbox. Gotta love synchronicity.

So. That's MAYBE the plan, with another MC in about a month or so. On the flip side, I noticed today that my throat is all drippy with mucus, it's getting sore, I feel like I've got some serious fun bathroom time (in big solid form) just around the corner, and I burst into tears earlier this evening. I began to heavily mourn something I left by choice about two months back, and with that came some nostalgia for a glass of wine, a pack of cigs, and a good phone chit chat with one of my girlfriends.

Well, that's the point of this thing, right? Shedding that crap. So I might give the MC another few days beyond just tomorrow prior to returning to food. I'm no stranger to CHANGE BACK messages - the ego likes to have its way, and that usually means it's screaming about something not in the highest good in order to keep itself the center of attention. Thus the VERY LOUD food cravings for stuff I don't want any more than I do a drink or a cig - or that thing I left that I'm mourning - all 3 of which are why I decided to do the MC: to lose the cellular memory of all 3 of them.

I'm outta here for the night. Not feeling quite my wacky self.
ciao and blessings to all of you
blueskyz