You don't believe the bible, am I right? The things you say are what lead me to this conclusion. If you did believe the bible then you would know simple things like mans righteousness is but a filthy rag unto God, that all man have fallen short of the glory of God, that there is none good, none that seeketh after God, it is God that makes a difference. He predestines all according to His own pleasure. He ordains all things even your unbelief. Thats the God of the bible.