journey

i'm in a race against time to get to the root of my health problems. no time for me to stop and smell the roses. my life is disappearing fast.

there is some type of weird immune dysfunction going on with me. fatty acid ester immunomodulation has "controlled" much of it, but problems still remain.

two years ago i could not walk because the fatigue was so bad but just this morning i was able to jog for 30 minutes with no problem at all. i could have gone an hour but allergies overwhelmed me.

i am doing everything that i can think of to get to the bottom of it. i am hoping that when the mercury is gone that i will be cured but that is not going to happen.

something i did over the last 9 months was able to get me off of a heavy duty drug -- depakote. my brain vibrated for 20 years but now it doesn't. either mercury chelation or blue green algae did it (an Ivy League --wholistic psychiatrist swears by it).

20 years of IBS is under incredible control due to fatty acid esters such as cetyl myristoleate.

Depression and anxiety only return when my body gets set off very bad by something.

Therefore, i never could relax because i always felt lousy due to some biochemical process going on (my body was under attack 24/7). however, now that i am experiencing periods of remission -- i am actually experiencing happiness.

but i won't be satisfied till it is completely under control.

i guess that is my passion --- solving this horror show, and helping 2 of my friends who are sick (we help each other) and helping a nephew with crohn's.

there are a million things that i am going to do once i solve this mystery.