She's the one - but the situation is killing me

This is the first time i've ever tried this, so go easy on me. Here's the story... 12 years ago i met a wonderful girl and we dated for 2 years. It ended when she wanted a child and i wasn't ready. She had the child and lives with the childs father. Last year we got back together, I was living 5 hours out of town and we 'dated' on weekends - now i live in town and she is everything i have ever wanted, if there is such a thing as a soulmate - she's it. The problem is that she still lives with the father of her child, ther is NOTHING between them, and this i truly believe... but i'm feeling left out. I sit home alone waiting for her to get some free time. I would kill to have her sitting with me as i type this (though, then i wouldn't need to right?). Anyhow, I can't ask her to 'break up' the psudo family - and i cant' take the lonliness. Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I love her - i simply can't walk away

Thanks for listening
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