Re: An odd dream

I wonder what emotions or unconscious I was trying to deal with in that unsual dream? I am not sure how significant the submarine part was...it was only a vague notion that it was even a submarine...
I did identify fear in my dream...Maybe I am having some unidentifiable fears about my girlfriend moving from Chicago to Texas? We have only met three times...but I am sure things will work out between us...Maybe this is the vague fear I am sensing?
Unformed fears...I really don't have any conscious fears....but I have been a bit edgy on the phone with her...These unconscious emotions are not really fear I don't think? But maybe I am not dealing with whatever they are very well? How do I get those fears out in the open if I don't know what they are?

I wish could remember those numbers...hehe...Is there a way of remebering them? To outwardly know what I realized inwardly?

The train dream was just a continuation of the submarine dream... I wonder who the group of people I was with were ? I didn't really see them. I did see the mishapen other people.

Jung was right....I am seeking wholeness... I have been alone for years...and just recently ...in the next few weeks..I am going to enter my first relationship since my divorce 4 years ago. Also, I am trying to raise my spiritual consciousness(am raising)... to be more healthy in my spirit, mind, & body.
I am really not fearful of this relationship thing....(I am actually happy about it) but there must be some other vague missing something I was looking for...& I needed the correct combination of physical, spiritual, and mental actions to make it work out?
Clouds

I love this, "Clouds are made of air and water, two of the four basic elements. Some would say that the soul is represented by air and spirit by water." wonderful metaphors.... & I see my true self....it was just that....
Wasn't Pale Blue Tint's interpretation excellent for my leap towards my 'LIFE' & asking me to embrace my Life (and whole Self) while you are here in the physical..."

Hmmmm...I'm a little stumped by the Lawyer comment! Do you know what that means? Was there some sort of 'catch'....are you limiting yourself in some way with a certain belief....? Do you feel there's a 'catch' to living....? or.....?

I am clueless about the lawyer thing...Isn't it funny?...It was the thing I heard my self say outloud right before I leaped off of the train...
I think that I am transforming into the me I wanted to become...I hope I am up for the challenge...
I will try a healing dream tonight...If there is a a way to mine thoose numbers out of me... i would love to know : )
Thanks Tracey...

With Love, Light, & Laughter, Rudy